The Real ME!!!

Never the same

2012-01-25T17:54:00.001+08:00

CNY, would never be the same.

A breaking family. A freaking life to lead.

I would say I have a great life. & I hate my life & myself.

Even those closes understands me at all.

I'm opened here. You can say i'm just being crazy, emotional, unreasonable...

& I don give a shit!

Sometimes, I would be thinking,

what last words will you guys (people who knows me) tell me if the next min,

I'm GONE

I'm curious? Crazy? seeking attraction? depression?

I don know.

I just know that

I want my happy family back!

Spending CNY together happily. Sitting around having dinner together.

Hanging out as a FAMILY w no faces. Going studio for a family portrait.

... ...

I want my boyfriend to love me more than i love him.

To only see me in his eyes. To only be nice/gentle to me.

Can you imagine your boyfriend telling you this... ...

I love you mean I love your EVERYTHING.

Your family = my family

Your friends = my friends

Your troubles= my troubles

... ...

I'm Nobody, & I'm Nothing

The New Journey Finally Begin

2012-01-05T04:45:00.003+08:00

Well!

After celebrating my birthday with all my loves before & after 03 January, finally I have a New ME!

That really sounds great to myself.

02012012, When the clock strikes 12am!!!

They even have this for me ...

&& Luckily there's someone that I could shared with

&& thanks to Shawn, I'm not drunk! Hahahahas.

My lovely friends

03012012, Cinderella

Although it's already half day gone & wasn't the birthday that I'm looking towards to.

Nevertheless, I'm satisfied!!!♥

BECAUSE ... ...

I've got a lovely boyfriend with my pressie ♥

Those cards from him ♥

The Roses ♥

The Watch ♥

I LOVE IT!

Definitely NOT forgetting...

my family ♥

lovely family ♥

04012012, The Reborn

Love wasn't working today. So we went Nex Serangoon for a movie.

Sherlock Holmes Premiere ♥

With comfy seats & clean blanket :D

Menu for FOOD

Photo taken!♥

love was happily playing & adjusting his seat

& not forgetting of FOODS!!!

----------------------------------------WISHES 2012------------------------------

This year, I've seriously made 3 wishes

My Friends! I seriously hope everything's great with all my lovely friends. I wish them health & wealth. Without them, my life will be seriously bored. I ♥ them much!!!
My love! I hope he would be really nice to mix with my lovely friends & not forget his friends too. Friends are really important. Knowing each other friends doesn't mean losing friends, losing freedom or losing privacy. However, knowing them keep us moving & more interacting too ♥ P.S. I did not have any hidden message.
My Family! I hope that everything will turn out nicely. One word ''REUNITED!''

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YES! I admit that previously I did call SOS for help.

I was lost! & I seriously need someone to talk to than to get depress.

INDEED! They were really cool!

This was from 1 of the 'operation counselor's' when I totally had a break down:

''Be good to yourself.

Treat yourself better.

YOU, YOURSELF as a first priority.

When you're feeling down, go out for a walk or a movie alone.

If not treat yourself an ice-cream.

You'll feel better...''

I DID!!!

It's time for me to let go of some annoying matters.

It's time for me to look for a job.

It's time for me to change for a better person.

It's time...

2012 is SHIT!

2012-01-01T15:32:00.001+08:00

How great to end 2011 like shit & a new start of 2012 like shit too!

I've missed the fun be it with my deary boyfriend or with all my lovely friends & also the beautiful fireworks everywhere last night.

2 more days will be my 22nd birthday. I think it'll be shit too!

Anyway, Let me drop those unhappiness & share some happiness with you previously.

On 23 Dec I went Hard Rock Hotel Sentosa to attend my brother 21st birthday.
It was awesome even though I don know any of his friends except 1 of my primary school girlfriend, my brother's girl & his family. I'll post some photos to do the talking...

My brother, the birthday boy

Followed by my bestis wedding!!!

With the lovely buddies ♥

On 29 Dec 2011, we did went out for supper too^^

It's not a good sign

2011-12-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas today, yet I'm eventually home on both Eve & today.

Totally got no mood at all. Feeling shit!

Sigh! There's no where I could be able to vent my anger or grumble.

1. Family Problem that I can't be bothered anymore! Even if I wanted everything to be smooth & solve. Things don't just get in my way. I could only say a word to describe everything 'Harsh'. There's no communication between them at all. How pathetic. Sometimes, I just hope that I'm not part of this family.

2. My mum gave 3 of my soft toy away!!! Baby Tasmania, Maria the cat & a Pink Bear. One of them was a gift (Pink Bear) from boyfriend otherwise I wouldn't be so angry. It was the second time. The first time, she threw it away at the lift lobby when I'm not home. Luckily, it's still there when I got back and I manage to brought all back in again. Was so pissed about her act & I called her on her cell. Telling her NOT to throw or give anything away.

Then 2 nights back, I went in the store room. Then I realize that 3 of them were missing! I called my mum straight away. Yet what she told me was ''Oh~ I gave it away...'' It's like WHAT THE FUCK!!! I told her No matter what she better get my pink bear back. She hanged my call which made me feeling more like shit!

That's the Christmas gift she gave me!

She's so freaking rude. She din't respect me AT ALL.

I always remember what she have taught when we were young.''Do not touch others stuff without permission.'' The other will be ''It's always a courtesy to ask.'' But she's not behaving or acting this way.

Thought of it now, I'm still freaking pissed with her. It's really unforgivable. I told her ''I told you millions times NOT to do anything to them. Yet you still... How will you feel if you can't find your previous thing from someone special?? & I told you that ''Oh~ I gave it away!'' How will you freaking feel?! I don't care! I'll be home when my pink bear is homed.''

I know I may sound rude or being vexatious. But she taught us these too "Whatever you've done. you got to bear with the consequences." So now she have to bear with the consequences on what she had done.

3. I lost myself, my world. I'm not working, still lazying around. I seriously got to work, and I did start looking for one. But besides thinking of the business I really wanted, I've got no other extra mood for other jobs. My life was so monotone. Dislike the life I'm eventually living. I wanted to change myself. But without $$, you can't do anything! Reality suck big time!

4. I really wish that I have someone that I can rely on. That I could trust without any fear of being betraying or getting hurt. That we could grow together. I'm referring to both females & males, especially my future partner. & my family situation had caused me to have phobia toward it. Hence at my state now, I don't think I worth someone to concern, pampered or even love now.

I can't keep telling people to be more concerned and patience towards me. Cause I don't think I've got the rights now. And I think I will be a person who will be forgotten someday.

Boredom!

2011-12-21T02:01:00.001+08:00

I just realized that 2 more weeks, my BIRTHDAY!!! :D

& I'll have my New year resolution up here 1 week later as I'm not prepare yet. hees.

I was bored... so wanted to scribble stuff here to kill some boredom.

It's been quite some time since I bought clothing or footwear for myself. Aww~~

How pathetic :(

Then just browse through some online.

and awwwwwwww~~

I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chain Trim Long Blouse- Leopard Print

Free Size

http://www.shopsparadise.com/tops/1015-chain-trim-long-blouse.html

Green Chiffon Top

Free Size

http://www.shopsparadise.com/tops/821-green-chiffon-top.html

(I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Tassel Loose Tee

Free Size

http://www.shopsparadise.com/casual-wears/1366-tassel-loose-tee.html

Findlay Bustier

http://www.lovebonito.com/1478-findlay-bustier.html

Milford Mary- Janes

http://www.lovebonito.com/1367-milford-mary-janes.html

Elegant Cocktail Dress

http://inhousefashion.com.sg/index.php?cat=1073&pdt=1493&action=shop

(I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!)

http://www.bjlingerie.com/category.php?id_category=27

Creme Lace Dress

http://ohsofickle.com.sg/product/51414/Creme%20Lace%20Dress.html

(I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Peach Waist Tie Dress

http://ohsofickle.com.sg/product/51426/Peach%20Waist%20Tie%20Dress.html

Black Ruffled Sl Romper

http://ohsofickle.com.sg/product/45912/Black%20Ruffled%20Sl%20Romper.html

Dolly Dress in Turquoise

http://ohsofickle.com.sg/product/49866/Dolly%20Dress%20in%20Turquoise.html

(I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

One week to CHRISTMAS

2011-12-19T16:34:00.000+08:00

1 more week to ~~

Are you done preparing for Christmas? Hmmm ... ...

(Like the Santa Claus below busy reading of gifts people wants??)

For me, It's a NO! :(

I've compiled a bunch of things I want to get my hands on!

I hope "Santa" will get what I want :D

It includes:

Fuji film instax mini 7S Film Camera

Perfume

Hahas. I'm not greedy right:P

&& I seriously don't mind to receive any bag or wallet. LOLS

Anyway, back tot he topic.

Previously I've found this photo. I find it cute! ^^

Oh ya!

UPDATES:D

(Photos will do the talking)

Soup:

Clam Clowder & Mushroom

Onion Rings

I've forgot what it called.

But the Black Spaghetti (B.S) -.-

& this is what happened after having B.S

Hahas. So funnn. But having a hard time rinsing off. & also straight back home.

You can't be heading for shopping with the black teeth right? LOLS.

love ordered Salmon that he normally don't order.

Weird!

That's all for today. Will do more post yeas!!

Hello December!

2011-12-06T15:23:00.002+08:00

Anniversary, Happy Birthday, Short getaway, Proposal, wedding, Test,

all at 1 go hit this December.

I believe it gonna be a Busy December!

Last month 19-20 November

Breakfast

Followed by ... ... 1st December 2011 ... ...

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY

with Love!!!

But we dint celebrate:(

However, darling drive family to Giant :)

4-5 December 2011,

Bintan!!! We're Coming!!!

The Swimming Pool with side bar

Beach with beach bar

Restaurant:

Horizon Cafe

Coffee, cakes

Kopi-O

Breakfast,Dinner

Japanese food. Mayaki

Lounge

Our Room

To Pasar Oleh Oleh

This, Coconut-.-

Dome, Provision store & hawker center behind Pasar Oleh Oleh

Indomie -.-'''

The bank

Bintan Salon Day Spa

& they served great Ginger tea^^

How the night spend was> Dinner> Bar> Surprise!

We ordered Lychee Martini, Bintan Dream & Singapore Sling

SURPRISE!

The cake that I've ordered in advance^^

The staffs there was helpful enough that I have requested if they could be able to bring out the cake & sing him a Birthday song. And............

THEY DID!

Darling was surprised!

Even though one of them have leak out the surprise in the noon when I'm with him. Was disappointed and quite angry at that moment when I kept telling them No mistake to be make.

However, I'm still grateful.

Next day- Breakfast & Swimming

Check Out

Home sweet Home

& after we're home, darling's birthday with his family!

Darling, I really hope you did enjoy yourself theses days.
And I hope I can be with you celebrating your birthday every year!
Loves.

December, MORE TO COME!!! :D

All Time Honeys!

2011-11-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

Gathering w my all time honeys was always a great time!

I shall post photos for those honey talks ... :D

I've made my sweeties her 21st birthday gift. nice?

*Showing-off*

The Japanese Buffet Restaurant that we went. Food wasn't really great.

Felt so sad bring them along for the first time.

yummm ...

Phones ... ... ... Always busy ...

-The Sweetest Girls-

Hamy! Hahas.

I freaking like this.

I find all my honeys here wasn't looking bad at all! Hahas.

Super duper love this group photo!!!

My sweetest brother w the sweetest girls. whahahahahs

What's so nice to look at??

What is she trying to do? hahas

The two gay buddies-.-

I really hope to have another catch up soon. Having a great evening w them even though it's just that few hours.

Hectic life

2011-10-29T05:07:00.000+08:00

I should start with a big WOWW~

I actually went missing for like, 2 months! OMG!

I remember the last post was about the legend of the Bridge of Sigh.

Since then, I have a lot to update. But 1 word LAZY hits me. Aww~ :p

Working

I have been working as a Travel Consultant somewhere around Sembawang.

At first, it wasn't that comfortable working there. Have to learn a lot of different stuff.

Such as booking of hotels, coaches, cruises then flights.

Well, I would say it was really an interesting job.

However, I still cannot persuade myself for not handing the resignation letter to my manager.

Believe me! It's really a hard to make decision for me.

& Definitely, it wasn't because of the job scope. But it's something personal.

The days there with my colleague was enjoyable, but was pissed at times too.

Before my last few days of work, coincidentally they're holding a D&D.

So I went! It was quite disappointed with the dinner & the location. But that doesn't affect much too! Because there's still w all my crazy colleagues. No worries. Pictures will be up too! :D

Message to them was:

I just wanna say Thank you to them. For teaching me & being much patience w me too! hahas.

Activities

Working, Activities of my life did not end here.

I still do enjoy myself! :D

I went for my buddy 21st Birthday. Meet up a few monkeys.

A mini gathering! :D

&& Chalet! ^^

Nevertheless, not forgetting darling's brother birthday too! hees

A short getaway to BATAM!!!

Followed by a family dinner... ...

& YEP!

I'm ending my post here. Had a wonderful life recently.

Besides some family matters & health, nothing much affects me too!

I just hope that everything will be just fine

The Legend, you believe?

2011-08-16T16:20:00.003+08:00

Do you believe of Legend?
There's this bridge in Venice named: Bridge of Sighs.

Besides that prisoners would sigh at their final view of beautiful Venice through the window before being taken down to their cells, there's also a local legend says that lovers will be granted everlasting love and bliss if they kiss on a gondola at sunset under the bridge.

Do you believe?

PS//The feeling no longer the same for you to me?
I just hope that everything won't just end here.

Busy + Lazy

2011-07-29T11:37:00.003+08:00

It have been 1 month plus since I've come by to drop some alphabets one by one ...

For the past 1 month, it's kinda happening.

I was working throughout,

meanwhile, I went Batam too! I'll do those posting of photos when I'm in a real free status yeas:D

Oh ya! && I went for some nice food too! Italian Restaurant^^

The food there wasn't that bad. Spaghetti was delicious, as well as the dessert (Tiramisu)

It was located at 35 Keong Saik Road. The nearest Mrt station was at Outram Park. And it's just a few mins walk. In total we spend about $97.oo for 2 pax for a 4 course meal each.

However, that's the promotion prices. That I had bought from Juztoday.com. you just have to pay for the 4 course meal online & at the restaurant itself, just for the drinks.

They're still having this promotion deal now. So for those who fancy delicious food like me, can give it a try.

Here's the link: http://juztoday.com/deal.php?id=60

Currently, there's actually an number of things or should I mention it's my DREAM.

I've been neglecting myself, my thoughts. I'm always lazy for myself.

And ever since I met this person, she changes my mindset.

Everyone should have a dream. A never give up dream.

You can delay & postpone it. But never say you're giving up!

Although it's just a simple phrase from her. But to me, it's a lot & precious....

Works ...

2011-06-20T11:18:00.005+08:00

It have been some time that I scribble here.

what should I say about my life now??

Busy? Tiring? Lifeless?

It's because of working long hours & SIX DAYS a week! OMG! Therefore, there's lesser time for myself, for love, family, diamond & even my friends. Sound pathetic uh? :/

Coping?

Hence I'm still a newbie in this industries, I've got so much to learn.

& still, I'm coping. It just went well for me for the time being. Nevertheless, I do hope that I could do better, learn faster & act quicker. LOLS

I've always got a problem being/hanging out w colls. I don know who's real to you or who's acting. They might be good to you in front of you. But who knows at the back, she's bad mouthing or even cursing you?? This is always what I worried most.

Society> Reality

People's will always said "We're working in the same company, so we're family."

But what's that fact?

& what's the real YOU?

Here's all my "F A M I L Y" from my work place.

See well

Last but not least ...

I LOVE my darling!

He bought me a headset without saying a word.

But I knew, there's a "O U C H" from him:p

Still, I LOVE IT! Thank you love!

Feel

2011-05-31T07:28:00.003+08:00

This is how I feel when I'm starting work tomorrow:S

Freedom gone sooon!

2011-05-30T04:47:00.003+08:00

28 more hours, I will have no more freedom (Whining~~~!)

It might sounds over reacted to you guys, I know!

But (SIGH!) I just feel that personally I'm still not totally ready for a full time job yet.

However, I knew that I couldn't waste any of the time doing nothing, staying at home. I'm already in my early twenties, not schooling, not working. Added on, I'm not married, further I'm NOT a tai tai. So am I going to wait for the money dropping from the sky?!

Whenever it comes to this, it sounds sooooooo shitty! Why am I not from a wealthy family??(Mumbling away~~~~)

1st June 2011

My official date of joining the company, which was 28 more hours. Nevertheless,it's also our 30th months. How will that day be?? I ponder ... ... ...

The WORDS

I always wanted to have my own savings. Afford to have a blissful future ahead w my ♥ w no burden & at least I'm helping. Therefore, my partner's wont feel stressful/depressed over money issue if we're going for the future (future needs).

That's includes my family too! I can afford whatever they want (although I'm not earning a lot, but at least I could able to afford something w my own earning money.) or bringing them out for some nice food.

So when I heard I could be able to start work, I'm happy!

Excited about the new position that I've never tried in my life. Hence it's sounds interesting.

Meantime, I'm worried & somehow dissatisfied.

Worry -> Cos it's a job that I have to start from the beginning, have to really buck up. Nevertheless, this particular question does effects me "Will I be able to competent??"

Dissatisfied -> Cos I have only 1 off day on weekend, (1 month, I will only have 4 off days) the time for doing whatever I want have been affected. Most importantly was those VERY precious time w my ♥ boyfriend, my ♥ family member, & even the time w diamond WILL BE shorten.

I JUST DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN! (SIGH!)

I prefer flexible timing, going around & not sitting/staying at a certain place for the whole day.

But what my job going to be is almost opposite o.0 Speechless! It's my choice aftermath.

For now, I just hope that everything will be fine for me.

Everything goes well & smooth.

Togi Korean Restaurant + Madness w Girls'

2011-05-14T13:08:00.014+08:00

I've been craving for Korean food for quite some time.

But I dint really do anything about it. Tuesday, the madness came.

Searching online for some Korean Restaurant.

&& I found Togi Korean Restaurant (Venue: Chinatown)

The next day, met up w my dearest secondary school mates, Emily for a Korean dinner.

hahas. That's the madness we both normally had. lols.

As it's still early for dinner, we went Vivo for a short shopping:D

SIX pm,

We had quite a hard time looking for the restaurant.

Walking a long distance from Chinatown Mrt.

Ended, it's so near-.-

11 Mosque Street

It wasn't a very big space, yet a neat & comfortable place serving you Korean food.

Hence if you're going for dinner (6PM-9PM), you have to go early.

If not, you will have to wait.

For us, we reached around 6 & by 6.45pm, the restaurant was already full.

See! That's how goood their business was.

The food we had ...

the side dish, they served:

Spicy Potato, Spicy pickled cucumber w carrot (The taste was similar as Achar but there's no pineapple included), Spicy Long bean, Kimchi, Bean sprout & Spicy fried anchovies.

the side soup? This is nicee! It's refreshing after drinking it. I liikkee♥♥

Seafood & leak pancake.

We're kinda regretted ordering this. Cos it's mix w flour & sotong. Very filling.

The taste was bland. It taste better to go along w light soya sauce.

Spicy Tofu Soup! hahas. It look very spicy right? :D Actually it's NOT!

Even Emily was drinking it. what do you think? It's nicee too:p

Spicy Rice Cake- This was the main for us. So excited about it.

& it turned out to be our muah ji-.- but w the sauce, it's good too! Chewy! Not regretted ordering. However, I'll even miss this dish. hahas.

Nevertheless, we tried the Korean beer, Hite. Actually we intend to try their rice wine.

What to say- we got no guts to try. hahas. what if it's too strong for us?

Damn filling. $33/pax for all the above.

Cheap? Expensive? Fair?

Friday the 13

Went for 2 interview~ & considering in process.

Not much to mentioned about it. The point was after the interview,

I went to meet my deary sinyi. Photos will do the talk for us:D

The funny Us

I've edited them to 1 whole picture. Too much & lazy to upload one by one.

However, I did load okay! (If sinyi's reading:D)

mmm..... What she's looking at??

I'm into bakings!

2011-05-11T02:30:00.005+08:00

All along, I'm interested in baking.

But I don't really started anything about it-.-

However after that virgin baking, I wanna try more:D

What I have to get ;

Firstly,

THE OVEN!!!

Follow by every single material for baking slowly, 1 by 1 ...

Nevertheless, I have never stop searching for those recipe online^^

It gave me the motivation to move forward. hees:D

Anyway, this time round,

I wanna make pancakes:D

& here's my researched ... ...

Click here for recipe:

http://www.taste.com.au/recipes/2477/linseed+walnut+hotcakes

Click here for recipe:

http://veganyumyum.com/2008/02/easy-weekend-pancakes/

Click here for recipe:

http://foodblogga.blogspot.com/2009/05/mothers-day-breakfast-ideas-recipes-for.html

Click here for recipe:

http://thebridesdiary-diy.blogspot.com/2011/04/dazzling-easter-brunch-recipes.html

Click here for recipe:

http://www.masterchef.com.au/berry-ricotta-hotcakes.htm

Click here for recipe:

http://www.recipegoldmine.com/breakpancake/cheesecake-pancakes.html

Click here for recipe:

http://www.livestrong.com/recipes/ricotta-hotcakes/

*Laughs* Are you drooling??

Once I've done w my pancakes, I'll post mine!

So, please be anticipate:)

Is this all my life gonna get?

2011-05-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

Recently, nth in my life went smoothly.

Feel like going out but the next moment I just wanna stay home all alone.

Sometime I wanted accompanied so much but all I've got was Diamond, my cat.

I seriously don know what's happening to me recently. It's so not me!

I don know what am I thinking. I feel so lost! No motivation, no love, no happy, no whatever.

& even that bloody cat's bullying me. I feel so tired after all this.

I get emotion. I'll get pissed or frustrated over small matters easily.

After a short while, I might turn out smiling & being friendly with others.

Sitting down on my own, I tend to cry like my parents was dead.

It's like What the Fuck?! I don like what/who am I now.

But I don know how am I going to make myself better.

Is it because of my family? My relationship? My unsuccessful jobs?? Monetary? Future?

I seriously don know. But it seems nothing went wrong.

It seems like the problem greatly lies on ME!

Now, who can I turn to? My parents? Sister? Friends? Boy?

Or I should turn to some counselling?

FML*

2011-05-04T23:25:00.001+08:00

Once in a while ...

2011-05-04T00:35:00.009+08:00

Finally I BAKED! :D

Saturday,

I went over to "used-to-be" grandma's place TO BAKED CHOCOLATE CAKE!

Don't mistaken, it's NOT THOSE FROM THE TOILET!

It's EDIBLE! :D :D :D :D :D

YES, NO DOUBT!

I have proof & evidence!

&& my dinner for that day♥

yum yumm :D

People asked me,

'' Why suddenly wanna bake cake?? "

The reason: It's because I promise someone I'll baked for him!

& I've grant him on our 29th month:)

" Are you surprised? "

&& we went for movie too!

Not only US, but with his shipmates too...

Anyway, it's a nice show that I would rate 5/5 ^^

As for Monday, Labour Day, a public holiday

and love was having duty that day...

So I meet up Alison to Ikea, Courts & Giant!

Lastly for those peeps who knows my Diamond,

getting naughtier & spoiled!

One crazy mad cat... LOLS

Nevertheless, I would never forget ... ...

The feels

2011-04-28T04:48:00.002+08:00

I would always remember how fortunate I am at that moment!

It's the first time going back w ♥ for his cousin's wedding that falls on my 20th birthday.

Just the both of us, travelling towards our destination.

Wondering where should we alight, did we alighted the wrong stop ...

& ♥, holding me so tightly that he's afraid that I went missing/ ...

That moment, ♥ gave me secured.

Every of my little feeling he's concerned about it.

I really love it a lot!

Thinking back at that moment & --w ,

Tear rolled down...

I won't say that we're bad now.

We're good!

I just hope that we'll still be fine be it now or future.

I just hope that [[we understand!]]

FOR YOU♥:

The love for you have never change at all!

And I'm always looking forward for us

FOR EVERYONE THAT'S READING:

In every relationship, I always believe that besides trust & communication, security is always part of it. Once a relationship occurs, commitment, passion, and affection have to be put.

Walking down the road w your partner might be tough,

it might be full of obstacles...

But who knows the future?

& if you manage to overcome it w your partner, there might not be a problem for your future.

understand one another.

feel for one another.

Most importantly is your love & sincerity towards him/her!

NOTES:

For those who are stubborn & that includes ME,

stubborn won't help anything AT ALL!

It'll even make situation even worst, so what if you're feeling unhappy?! 不爽?!

Till the moment you lose something because of your stubbornness then ask yourself

'' Is it worth it?

-To lose your happiness because of your stubbornness? ''

Dislike being alone to anywhere, everywhere...

2011-04-22T04:43:00.009+08:00

" Dislike being alone to anywhere, everywhere... "

At first I really bothered!

However, I found my kaki (sis) ♥

We went to Singapore Expo Megatex IT Fair today, after her lesson ends,

to get mum's lappy. Actually w my hard disk, Microsoft Office, printer ink, DVD player.

But but, it's always $$$$$$$ that matter!

@#$%&*/?!!! :(

Spent our whole evening there.

I think mum's happy w her new gadget today yeas.

We also signed a Starhub internet connection for her ♥

Cheap cheapp^^

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Some days;

My Randomness;

<< 小笼包 & Crabs!! >>

<< Wanna be affordable to bring my mum & sis overseas for holidays!! >>

<< I wanna live in my cosy hut w those I LOVES!! >>

<< I love R O M A N C E S & S U R P R I S E S ! ! ! >>

<< 我喜欢浪漫 ; 我喜欢惊喜!!! >>

P.S. Will you miss me & wonder what I'm doing ... ...

Addicted!

2011-04-21T05:16:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm addicted for watching one of the popular Korea variety show "We got married"

It's so niccee, soo love, sooo sweet♥

&& I'm sssoooooooooooo freaking E N V Y!!!

I've load one of my Favorited Couple, Jokwan (2am) & Gain (B.E.G)

This is song represent their love love ♥

初次见面那天我大概也不知道这样的我

我们尴尬的模样就像昨天一样

还记得吗我们曾经暂时分离の日子

我难以入眠の模样我の心总是寻找你の那一天

怎样の心意你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

我清楚一件事就是我们因该一起欢笑

是爱情吗你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

大声说出“我们相爱了” 可以吗

回忆一点一滴增加

已经习惯在你身边の我变得依靠你

请接收为你准备の美好瞬间

怎样の心意你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

我清楚一件事就是我们因该一起欢笑

是爱情吗你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

我们相爱了这句话想要大声说出来

我会疼惜你（有多疼）

守护你比冬天还要雪白の你就算融化了也要像现在一样在一起

是爱情吗你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

从我了解我の心后每一天都想和你分享

是爱情吗你和我

一样の心意吗你和我

我们相爱了这句话想要大声说出来

我们相爱了。。。

Once again!

2011-04-06T04:30:00.021+08:00

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I find sending resume exhilarate.&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/div&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;div style="text-align: center;"&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;BUT not now anymore.&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/div&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;div style="text-align: center;"&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;I know it's crucial getting a job.&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/div&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;div style="text-align: center;"&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;But when I was looking through those job scope one by one, I just can't get myself concentrate any longer.&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;/div&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;div style="text-align: center;"&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;I'll just scroll the arrow (mouse) to the top right hand corner &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; 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Life go on, and was back to lazing around, gaming-.-

life for me now = B O R E D, P E A C E, A N N O Y!

Previously, sending resume was a daily routine & I find it exhilarate.

But now, not any more.

I know it's crucial getting a job.

But when I was browsing through those job scope, one by one, I just couldn't get myself focus & concentrate any longer.

The devils by the ear will keep telling me to scroll up to the top right hand corner & click on the CROSS:(

I wanted to get a job so badly but I don want the process, for now.

However, I did thought of going over to mum's shop to learn more in details & "take-over" or to expand it.

Sigh! Forget it! Let's drop this vexation topic.

Anyway, I've found the Capricorn again^^

Positive on the left, Negative on the right.

If you were also a Capricorn, what do you think about the above that stated??

mmm mmm... ... ...

Oh ya! & There!

Theses photos were taken last Sunday on Joyce's 21st Birthday.

Once again, Happy 21st to you (Joyce)!

D is for Disappointment, Discouragement, Despair & Dejected!

2011-04-04T15:35:00.012+08:00

It's so freaking awfully disappointed feeling!

&& it's like someone giving you a coupon stating;

OR should it be

NOTHING??

Situation

How would you feel if something, somehow that motivates you, makes you real excited about it.

&& because of that, you've rejected two other great chances/opportunities.

One was your dream, the other, a far better salary wise.

It's so damn freaking easy to say that you're send to the wrong person.

But have you ever thought of how much time (& the emotions) you've wasted on the one that's waiting ahead??

Seriously, I loses my motivation:(

I'm S T U C K !

I was going through pages of webby without my soul.

& I found this;

"For surely there is a latter end [a future and a reward], your hope and expectation shall not be cut off. Nevertheless, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil. Therefore, to give you hope in your final outcome."

It makes me feel slightly better, I guess ...

My Says:

You are going to have a lot of disappointments along the way. The harder you try, the more disappointment you’ll have. But that’s no reason not to try. Because if you persevere, you will have success. You simply can’t let the disappointment get to you. You can’t allow yourself to become discouraged, to feel rejected, to quit. You must get your motivation from within yourself. You must have a vision and a dream that is big enough to stand up to the setbacks that come your way. You must find a reason for what you’re doing, and constantly remind yourself of that reason. If you can do that, you’ll make yourself bulletproof to all the setbacks and disappointments. – Ralph Marston

An Enriched Saturday

2011-04-03T03:43:00.004+08:00

Evening, we went Kelsey 21st Birthday.

(Photos will be uploaded once i get it)

But before that we went for a last min shopping, looking for presents.

Nevertheless, I would want to stay healthy at least T O D A Y.

So I bought -

However, I was being tempted by darling for :

Especially those Fried Sotong Balls. Aww~ It's really irresistible:x

In d end for today, I've been eating BBQ foods & soft drinks! OMG:X

Night, Darling suggested to go over to his buddy (TY) fish pal.

So we went over. It's a nice & comfortable place to hang out.

Have a little beer. How nice & it's been a decade since I live my weekend so ... ...

SHIOK! I LIIKKEEE!!! :D ♥

&& I believe, tomorrow ~~might be~~ another enriched Sunday.

Reason being, there's another BBQ:/

It's Joyce 21st :D

Twenty- Eight Months ♥

2011-04-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY EIGHT MONTHS!!!

My actions is totally like a bimbo today.

Necessarily, I went google.com & search on Capricorn and Sagittarius compatibility.

I find it quite true.

Two entirely opposite individuals, Sagittarius and Capricorn are not very likely to share a very good compatibility in their relationship. But then, nothing is impossible in this world.

If right efforts are put in, even this dicey love match can turn into a stable one.

Sagittarius is full of fun, play and enthusiasm, while Capricorn is full of practicalities and responsibilities.

The former may be too optimistic for the latter and his carefree ways are also not likely to go down well either.

The latter, in turn, may bore the former with his too-serious attitude.

A Sagittarius loves to socialize, go to parties and meet new people. He has to amuse himself with one thing or the other.

On the other hand, a Capricorn loves his home and this is where he likes to spend most of his time.

To him, the Archer may come across as irresponsible, inconsiderate and immature.

However, if they are ready to learn from each other, this relationship has decent chances of long-term compatibility & happiness. The Archer can teach the Goat how to have fun and mix with people,

while the latter can bring maturity and practicality in his way of life.

Sagittarius Man and Capricorn Woman
In the initial days, the love between a Sagittarius man and a Capricorn woman is likely to flourish.

However, it is the long-term future that is more crucial and much less likely to comfortable.

Their personalities are almost like two ends of the same pole and if they do not manage to complement each other, this relationship may flounder quickly. He will like her strong personality, but her inability to open up may cause some problems. He may be reluctant to commit and this will make her feel insecure. For success, lots of compromise is required.

See how true this is?

I'm like slapping myself with my own hands.

However, I still hopes that it'll work for us

... ...

Getting better :)

2011-03-28T14:17:00.003+08:00

For the past few days, I was seriously going all around JobDB.com, Jobstreet or so whatever, spamming CV & resume for my first full time job.

At first I was hesitating that what/which type of job am I going to decide on as previously I was studying Tourism & Hospitality Management. Nevertheless, I've been in retail service for years (Aww~ I sounds old saying this... *eyes rolling* Humphs.)

So I've send quite an number of CV & resume. YES, to a position of a receptionist, a sales consultant and more to travel agencies to be a tour consultant.

It have been 3 days, after I received 3 interviews from the tour agencies.

However, I went for 2 on Friday. 1 was at Chinatown, the other, Square 2.

(On the same day,) I happened to receive a mail from the agency that I went previously in the noon. Saying ''Hi Jesmine, I've decide to hire you." I'm really happy and excited.

However, 2 weeks ago, I've saw SATS advertisement recruiting Customer Service Agent (CSA). So happily that I went for the interview on Saturday. & I totally did not expect that I got in too!

I feel so proud! Happy & excited too! But at the same time, I'm troubled! (Sigh!)

There I go seeking people around for advice.

Stating out the pros & cons.

SATS Pros & Cons

It's always been my dream to become an air stewardess since I was young.

However, even I cant get to be a air steward,

working in the airport has become my only dream.

Here's a rough summary of the job.

There's a bond contract.

Salary wasn't what I expected (that's not really attracts me, you should know what I mean by that...), 6 working days w 24 hours rotating shift. It's near my nest.

Travel Agency Pros & Cons

Working as a Tour Consultant, I have far more to learn & it has a larger appreciation of the opportunity.

Salary wise, it's better & it might have the chance to hit my expected salary but it's still depends on my commission & performances. 5 days work include weekends. straight mrt.

After 1 day of struggling, I've decide to reject CSA. It's quite a hard to make decision for me though but I still have to be realistic. I've send my info to the supervisor & now, I'm waiting~

I hope that I wont make the wrong decision & I wont regret it.

God, please give me the strength, let me have the courage to face all those difficulties, new challenges and move on!

&& this is what I wanna have when I really start my work:P

As my current bag, the handle is breaking soon and I wanted to get an new one:D

hahas. & a few new jeans:)

Hard to make DECISION

2011-03-24T00:51:00.003+08:00

I have a hard to make decision after I browse through this webby;

http://excusemykisses.blogspot.com/2011/03/korean-shoe-preorder-3.html

How great isn't it?? ... ...

& you'll be wondering why is there a decision to make.

Those who knows me, should know what I'm up to... heeshees*creepy.smile*

YES!

YOU'RE RIGHT!

I can't decide which pair should get. *Annoyed!*

Can anyone hellppp???

This,

Or this??

I believe!

Those who are like me cant resist from heels will like this webby.

hahas. Go & have a browse too! :P

It's time

2011-03-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

After all those delay

Finally that I'm looking for a full time job.

It might be hard for me, deciding & looking out different jobs.

Wanting to know which is better, am I capable of theses certain job?

Nevertheless, I still hope that everything goes smoothly

CHEERS!

Worst!

2011-03-20T02:26:00.002+08:00

Today I've did something that's really unforgivable.

& it have dead.

If I were to rush over to save you, thing might not ended up this way.

I'm sorry. Really!

& I'll pray for you.

Today, you're helpless yet I walked off.

I believe there'll be karma.

But still, I've regretted! Sorry:'(

& I hope you'll reincarnation soon & lead a better life

阿弥佗佛

Great Ahead!

2011-03-18T13:35:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday,

we went Orchard Central for the 100 Most Inspiring Real Women.

Above was the photo that mum went on stage to receive her Cert :D *Proud!* ♥

After collecting of the cert, we went for a short shopping:D

But kinda disappointed.

Cause I've forget about the (at least one) group photo before we end the day.

Aww~ :(

Anyway, Anyhoooooo !!!

I've completed my Jappy lesson. Hees.

I hope I will improve instead of letting it rust.

The weekDAY!

2011-03-11T13:20:00.006+08:00

Saw the cheque photo?

hehheh:p It's my first time writing a cheque-.-

Mum always asked me to help her with those stuff but I dint even bother.

Aww~ I don know if it's acceptable...

But i hope it is! :p

- D I A M O N D -

Diamond is getting fatter & fatter. Naughtier as well:D

The photos will show how she is recently :D

- Nine. March. Eleven -

Finally after 27 months, we went for roller blading.

YES! It's ROLLER BLADING!

OMG!

I have to learn all over again:X

How long will I learn this time round??

Aww~

After blading, we went for ''dinner''^^

4 person having ''dinner'' at Bedok around 10pm plus. lols

I apologize that my latest update is a bit weird.

I just cant concentrate:X

I'll update again when I've got the mood to yeas.

- W A N T I N G ! -

Happy Birthday in advance to Lulu Belle ♥

2011-03-06T02:51:00.006+08:00

A short meet up with a few secondary cliques on Friday night.

Nevertheless, we have a task on hand;)

And that's to celebrate Mg Ng birthday in advance:D

I'll let the photos to do the talking^^

& always!

It's always a fun time hanging out together.

Let's organize some events again yeas?

YES!

& today, I went for movie at The Cathy.

YES!

How long didn't I watch movie at The Cathy or other places since Shaw had opened at NEX??

&& YES!!

The couple seats??

Hahahas. Am actually very grateful:P

&& YES! ,

Forgot to mention what we've watched,

Hahas. it's really a nice show.

I would rate 4.5/5:D

& that 0.5 it's bcos, there's part 2-.-

JUST GO WATCH!

These weeks I've watched a few movies, like;

the romance comedy that I'll give a rate of 4/5

Then;

These inspiration movie, I'll rate them 3 or 3.5/5.

I like how the storyline goes. but slightly bored for me.

As I would prefer romances, comedy, Sci-fi, actions:D

The next two movie that I wanna watch,

ふよ! GRANTED!

2011-03-03T02:34:00.012+08:00

こんにちは!!!

After I've mentioned that I wanted a roller blade,

I've got it^^

& I got it for F R E E ! ! !

How nice ♥

Even though it's 2nd hand, I'm satisfied already!

I'll get a new pair after I really know how to blade.

hahas. LOLS.

&& there she is,

my new clique, new buddy :P

C A R M E N ! ! !

We went for an Imodel interview on Monday.

Ended, we need to pay an amount for our make up artist.

& it's $900! OMG!

Although we're temp by it (the job scope).

But, we have to face the reality that we need money more than we spend.

Theses are both the photo that we've took while we're waiting for our turn.

&& I can say that our patience was really good that day as we waited for more than an hour.

LOLS. Luckily it wasn't darling who accompany me:P

&& I more thing that I'm considering is I wish to go Japan for 1 month.

I feel like living there, knowing their culture, their live living there (lifestyle)

and most importantly;

that's the place where I could really improve in my Japanese Language.

I told mum about it just now.

She encourage me!

But I've got to pay for my expenses there & I've got to do my own research.

She was asking where am I going to stay over there?

How am I going to work there as I'm not going there for holidays.

I don know where & how am I going to start doing my research.

& where am I going to get those money from?

Aww~

It's really really not good/cool being poor:(

Recent Days

2011-02-26T19:22:00.013+08:00

It's been quite sometime since my last update.

I believe that many might have stop viewing.

But for those who still did, THANKS! :)

Anyway, here are some updates.

I'll load those photos instead.

Hence it's tells everything. & how much we've enjoyed!

There's no photos for Valentine's Day cos darling's sailing on that few days.

aww~ & he said he'll return me ... ...

Update if there is. lols.

Theses days were broke!

I took up Jappy lesson again..

& this time, no matter what, i'll drag myself to finish & to PASS!

Due to the lesson was almost everyday from morning to noon,

it's so hard for me to look for a part time job to earn money allowance:(

Yet, I've got a lot in mind!!!

Wants;

♥ A Adidas watch

♥ A new wallet

♥ A new bag

Use;

♥ Paints; I wanna repaint my room

♥ Sofa Bed

♥ Watch holder

Sports;

♥ Roller Blade

♥ A new swimming costume

♥ A bicycle? No, actually I just wanted to cycle:X

Always wanting;

OVERSEAS TRIP!!!

행복Happiness

2011-01-20T13:59:00.005+08:00

I have been good theses days.

Relationship w ♥ & family got great improvement.

The Shocks:

It's was so shocked to hear his mum asking if we want to get engage on 11 November 2011.

Another was ♥ have discussed his plans & future about us.

However, we got a little disagreement of opinion.

I happened to read this article online that change my mind.

"Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain,
but you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain….

Everyone wants the happiness of a relationship,

the happiness of hitting goals, the happiness of living life to its fullest.

But so often people are so afraid of the pain that may come along with failure

that they are unwilling to take the chances and risk that comes with achieving great things.

Get out of your comfort zone,

take a chance, trust in others,

trust in yourself and achieve what may seem like the impossible to you today.

We all have it in us,

the great people are always pushing forward while the others are retreating."

after reading this, this is what i wanted to tell you,

I believe you know what you want in life.

I believe you have plans for future.

Do it if you think it's good w no regrets.

But sometimes, please do stand in our position & think of us.

you're something to us, you're important!

We cant effort anything happen or to lose you.

I've decide to respect your decision.

You got my support!

♥

Marriage

2011-01-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and

soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story...

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and

said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.

Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know

what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,

why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the

chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't

talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what

had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory

answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just

pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated

that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent

ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for

her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I

had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of

me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a

kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several

weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something

at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell

asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not

care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want

anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a

life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a

month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken

marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to

recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of

our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going

crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd

request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and

thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to

face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was

explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we

both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy

in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to

the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in

my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about

the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside

the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my

chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I

hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she

was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair

was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I

wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy

returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was

growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry

her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few

dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my

dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so

thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her

heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.

To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an

essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer

and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I

might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,

walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her

hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;

it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held

her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I

held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the

door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked

upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not

want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have

a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I

won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I

didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each

other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on

our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed

the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my

wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and

wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I

run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a

relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the

bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot

give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend

and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a

real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they

were to success when they gave up.

Two Zero One One!!

2011-01-08T02:29:00.007+08:00

Great stuff just happened since 2011

Had my 21st celebration at the multipurpose hall underneath my block.

Girl(s), sis & boy helped me out w my decorations.

Had a little problem that's solved!

Which was I'm so unlucky that while we are doing our decorations,

there the funeral came.

(& it turned out to be dad's friend after that night. So coincident!)

However, they let us have the place & programs continued.

How lucky!

Was so busy that day that I forgot to have my dinner:x

I dint manage to eat any from the catering:(

-Peoples-

Mostly of my friends & families came.

Here's:

3 January 2011

Boy came back in the afternoon & off we go after 2 hours of resting.

Went NYNY for a simple dinner, & Marina Square for a movie "Hello Stranger"

The funny incident was, we dint know that it was a Thai.

Both we went in, scratching our heads pondering ...

"Did we came to the correct theater?"

Feeling insecure, darling asked the people seating beside:D

& YES! It's a thai movie-.-

There ends my 21st actual birthday...

7 January 2011

Today I went out w 2 deary.

Sinyi & my coussy:D

Went Plaza Sing (Pet's Lover), Suntec (Pet Station, I suppose), Bugis Junction (Pet's Lover).

Coussy wanna keep hammi, so we accompany her around. LOLS.

Anyway, 3 of us also did a ''so-called'' foolish thing at Suntec.

For those who know about the Fountain Of Wealth, if you went over, touch the water, make a wish, walk 3 round, you'll have good fortune.

This is what we DID today. hahas. Coussy said it's very accurate.

So we went to try.

I hope what I have wish, will come true!!!

Whoo~

&& again I wanted to say " time flies..."

Chinese New Year coming soon. It's just 26 days away.

Have YOU settle your new clothes, new accessories, new pair of shoes or doing clearing?

I'm good this year:D Have finished doing my clearing^^

Dint get any Chinese New Year clothes, accessories & shoes YET:(

HOWEVER, i've saw a few a pairS of heels from http://hauteurban-spree.blogspot.com/2007/03/heels-4.html SHIT!

HB0019 $30

HB0048 $33 & HB0103 $34

WB0017 $53 & HB0060 $57

HB0098 $36 & WB0002 $47

&& Last but not least,

I just hope this was mine:S

w the names, ME & YOU!♥

Christmas Coming...

2010-12-22T01:37:00.002+08:00

2010 is ending soon.

Here comes the Christmas again.

What do you wish to get/have in this coming Christmas??

As for me,

ii just wish to have a better brain, a better life, a better family & a better in my relationship.

After evening, ii've been very emotion.

ii feel very stupid, very dumb or ii have no IQ/EQ at all.

ii'm twenties but why am ii still so naive?

Always, ii believe everyone was born to be a worthy & useful & a smart person.

but what am ii??

ii'm a failure.

ii've joined jappy lesson twice, but ii quit half way.

ii've took my driving lesson since ii was eighteen, but ii was twenty now.

ii can't get into 'O's with my cliques, ended ii have to waste a bomb to privates.

now, graduate from advance diploma.

but what have ii seriously learned so far??

my relationship, seriously ii always wanted a happiness ending like how fairytales always end up to be. But it doesn't seem it will end like one.

ii admit that ii've made a freaking mistake that ii shouldn't be.

everything went well after that. ii knew the reason why you're doing this.

but is this really what you want?? ii don wish/dare to mention anything at all.

cause, ii'm really afraid that ii might lose you!

' I've got to apologize to you once again. I'm really sorry for what I've done! I knew you've forgive me. But, have you really? I'm scared, insecure at the same time. you're really nice to me even though that ... I'm sorry & I you ♥ truly!'

my family,

I always wanted to have a very very normal family.

like whenever there someone at home, dinner together, WE watching tv dramas together, etc.

However I knew that it'll never happen.

Either this situation will happen, etc, going out for dinner together, strolling after dinner, shopping together. How pathetic I would say.

So this year Christmas, people asking me 'what do you want for this Christmas?'

I would say:

- Me, GROWING!

- Resuscitation; Start to understand things properly.

- To persevere & not being stubborn!

- Improve in relationship between family & partner's

Changes, no??

2010-10-30T03:03:00.011+08:00

Am ii thinking too much?

Ever since the trip, ii feels like we're changing, we're drifting apart.

we dint talk & play as much like the past.

ii need to catch up!

But how?

The only way ii knew is to join the course you're taking.

So we can go around doing the same thing,

have another common topic to discuss or share about.

FYI, iim being force to do so.

ii just starts this 'so-called' a luxury recreation earlier.

But, what about the fees?

ii knew that after so long,

you've found your new aim/goals again.

& if that's so,

you definitely wont give up.

Nevertheless, you can do it w/o hesitate (but ME, ii admit!)

cos almost everything was sponsor.

But, iim not!

Sometimes,

ii just feel that you don understand how iim feeling at all.

Just wanting to do & say whatever you want.

& we even ''mostly'' ended up having conflicts.

ii just DON WANT to!

Maybe you can say that iim envy or iim jealous.

Maybe, ii really do!

After you've took the course,

iim always having this tot ...

WHY IIM NOT RICH?!

ii just wish that iim rich!